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allmates-and-flowers sent: *rubbs head against senpai*

honda-yasuhisa-rnos:

*rubs cheek on yours* but wait a second…who is senpai? I’m no senpai XD

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But senpai writes so welll *rubbs on* I hope senpai soon has enough inspiration to write the starter I’m super pumped for this

UWAAAHHHH WAIT. STAHP. I DON’T DESERVE ALL OF THIS. You are seriously way too nice for your own good <3 and I will try to make it today tho I can’t promise a thing

08.28
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The issue of Trust || Honda-yasuhisa-rnos

With a quiet click the collar locked itself loosely on the spot. His hand softly stroking over the soft skin in the other’s neck. Quiet as he watched, without saying one more word. The reasoning wasn’t there. There was nothing that told you that he was going to be kind to you. There was nothing that told you that he was planning on being any different from your original master. It was a bet that you had to dare to take. Were you going to be frightened of him, or were you going to believe what he said and let him be?
          Watching you quietly, he eventually pulled back his hand and turned his back on you without answering you. Taking out a package of cigarette’s from his coats’ pocket and walked back into the room and letting himself slump down onto the cough. He was exhausted from the activities he had been dragged through. People were so tiring with their pretentious behavior. His ‘friends’ too. Most of them were only friends with him because of the fact that he was someone who even was high ranked within the Vampire community. It was all about Blood. Blood ties. Blood lines. Who your parents were was more important then the achievements that one gained. He hated that. And therefor was working harder then anyone to gain his own rank by being better then anyone. 
   Finally, after minutes had passed, he spoke up. “Could you get my lighter? I left ti on the table.” Was his single request. Strange, how he got a ‘pet’ but had no real use for it. After that, the black lucky strike package was opened only to leave a single cigarette between his lips. Once you returned the silver lighter, he used it to light the cigarette. Inhaling and removing the cigarette with two fingers and blow circles of smoke into the stale air. He closed his eyes, his hand softly reaching out to you whilst you were still near and let his fingers run through your hair. Afterwards he sat up straight and tapped the cigarette on the edge of an ashtray to rid it of ashes that had build up on the end. 

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Obviously just like a pet he followed the male around the house, in fact this was what he was used to do, to follow his master around until he would tell him to stay there. A master’s word was law and he had to obey it even if he was told to kill himself, or at least this was what he was supposed to do but because Honda always had his own personality as well, or used to have it,  he often disobeyed his last master and got punished in the end.  Actually Honda’s animal form was a tiger, and just like any feline he did not enjoy being ordered around, but still everything changed once he was given to that mane who, by using the most cruel ways, he tamed even the fierce part of him.

He obeyed the man’s order without a word, in fact it was not something unpleasant so he just went after the lighter and gave it to him once he was back. In the past, at those fancy parties, who ended up most of the times with orgies and him being the main dish , he used to lit the cigarettes of those people invited but his new master seemed to enjoy lighting the cigarette by himself, not with his help. The hand playing with his hair was gentle, or well way more gentler than those hands that touched him before, yet he was a bit startled from instinct  when he felt it near his hair and skin, although it seemed that it meant no harm he could not trust the other only after a few minutes, he was cautious cause he learned on his own skin that it takes only a few seconds from a hand to softly touch you, to the same hand hitting you hard enough to throw you on the ground. He waited in silence for the next command while trying to process everything that happened to him in the last two hours. So he was now owned by a new person, for some unknown reason he seemed gentle but he was not one to trust this easily cause the other race was not to be trusted, they used them, with a lower rank as pets so no one was worth their trust, yet no matter how unpleasant it was nothing changed the fact that he was indeed owned by someone, he was a mere propriety and no one cared about what could happen to him. The master had the right to do anything.

08.28
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allmates-and-flowers sent: *rubbs head against senpai*

allmates-and-flowers:

honda-yasuhisa-rnos:

*rubs cheek on yours* but wait a second…who is senpai? I’m no senpai XD

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Nuuu u r the senpaiiii *clings to*

Ahh you’re too cute for your own good <3 tho I’m seriously no senpai XD I still have a lot to improve to be called a senpai so I can’t accept thisssss <3

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You’re really good at not letting people love you.
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08.28
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allmates-and-flowers sent: *rubbs head against senpai*

*rubs cheek on yours* but wait a second…who is senpai? I’m no senpai XD

08.28
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The issue of Trust || Honda-yasuhisa-rnos

Surprise mostly overwhelmed him when he heard the other scream and hit his hand away. He didn’t understand what he had done to cause this kind of reaction. He blinked a few times as he tilted his head slightly not even truly caring about the collar that had slid over the floor after having come down to it with a slight ring. He didn’t actually feel angry. Not at all.  His eyes slightly widened, until he saw the other crawl away in order to curl himself up in the corner which caused him to follow the other with his eyes. 
          Slowly he rose from the kneeled position, yet another sigh leaving his lips as he walked towards the other with the same dull expression as always. That was, until he reached the other. He kneeled down once again and reached out softly. “Calm down.” He said, less soft then he intended to. “There is no need to apologize. Surely I must’ve frightened you.” He said as he softly pulled him up slightly, making you look at him. He was actually slightly smiling. “I thought you would be the same as a cat or a dog… But I guess I was wrong..” He said softly. He never really met many humans. Vampires like himself were the prominent species after all.  ”It appears that you still have a personality.” He said before pulling the other up with him. The cold skin of his hand only faintly warming because of your heat. “Since most are soulless.. Much like ourselves.” He said, in all honesty. 
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He then stood up as he pulled you along to your feet, only to let go afterwards. He then walked to  the collar and picked up. “Let’s try this again.” He said as he turned towards you. Slowly he walked over, unlocking the collar and showing you once more the ice cold face. “I won’t hurt you. This isn’t intended for hurting you. I just don’t want someone else picking you up.” He said as he finally stood before you again. “It’s a sign that you are mine, and that no one else is allowed to lay a hand on you without my permission.” He said as  he moved it closer one again. “Remember. No intention to hurt.” He repeated as he came closer to your neck, not planning on giving up on this.

Truth to be told when the male approached him he thought he’s going to be punished for disobeying him but this didn’t happen, the vampire’s actions only confusing Honda more. He was not used to gentleness more like he had no idea what’s that, he was used to be punished when disobeying and rewarded when obeying, but here things were not the same or so he viewed them in his head, giving the fact that despite disobeying  him the male didn’t punish him. He didn’t put resistance when the other pulled him up tho a thing was for sure pure confusion could be read inside his dark purple eyes. When he was approached again with the collar he still felt the need to get away, actually taking a step back from instinct but unlike the other time he stopped and just stood still there.

Yes, his brain have been abused beyond limits just like his body but a bit of his last character was still inside of him so he was not retarded nor stupid and the vampire’s words kind of calmed him. Somehow he couldn’t get the mischevious aura from him like he had from his previous master, this male really seemed to have no bad intention and his words sounded sincere so even though it meant he will become a mere pet again, he nodded his head and pulled up his long curly hair so the male could place the collar around his neck.  Even though this time he obeyed the male his words ‘’no one else is allowed to lay a hand on you without my permission.’’ Were lingering inside of Honda’s head. So no one would have the right the touch him as long as his master won’t say so but what if the master decides to let, just like before, a bunch of disgusting men making a mess out of him in the most disgusting ways. This was probably what terrified and disgusted him the most, together with the beatings of course. Once the collar was placed on his neck he looked up at the male with shaky eyes and lips before whispering softly. ‘’Master…’’ he stopped for a bit to gulp down before continuing in the same anxious manner. ‘’What’s your order….’’

08.28
shirorp sent: “baby~”
08.28
highwiree sent: Hii, I love your new theme !

Ahhh me too, me too <3 actually I was not the one changing it, it was carnivoroushowl, moreover if you check the pages About Honda and Tags you will see some pictures that were edited and colored by her to fit Honda <3 either thank you for being the sweet-heart you always are <3 

08.28
esprits-introvertis sent: The raven nodded lightly, quietly walking in behind him and shutting the door, biting the inside of his cheek and moving to walk a bit closer to the male. Meekly, he shifted forward to stand beside the other, deciding to offer a half smile that he hoped didn't look forced. He knew that this was his own fault, after all. "I really missed you.." he murmured, gaze shifting back down to the other as he shifted a bit, lightly pressing the toe of his shoe to the floor as he bit his lip.

He took a cigarette from his pack and placed it between his already parted lip only to lid it seconds after. When Kiryu sat beside him, he let his eyes fall on the male’s features and he sighed deeply at his words. ”Really? You know if you have truly missed me as you claim you should have called at least, but ohh well your kind of missing seems to be rather different.”

08.28
taitotakamiya sent: ➹

For every ➹ I get, I’ll put up my muse’s current thought

”Taito. pancakes. now.”